Still waters run deep

Sasan is dead. I know that may seem really hard to believe. I personally can't believe it myself. I'm sitting here in my desk crying and thought you guys had the right to know. I still have to call kelley and tell her, but I should wait till I am more composed.

I don't know how it happened, I just can't believe it. One of my own friends who I am really close to is just now gone. I'll never get to see him again. He was my closest guy friend, and now he's gone. I loved sasan like a brother and this is too hard to comprehend.

This is how I found out:
Me: *dials phone*
Phone: ri---------ng ri---------*click*
Sasan's Daddy: Hello, this is the Choobineh Residence
Me: Hello, is Sasan there?
Sasan's Daddy: *sniff* I'm sorry I have to *choke* tell you this. Sasan died.
Me: What?
Sasan's Daddy: I'm sorry *click*
Phone: *Dial tone*

It's uncomprehensible.

We love you sasan. We love you sasan. This site seems sort of pointless now.